好想。回家。

这里很好，
真的很好，
天空很蓝，
夜景很美，
吃喝玩乐，
什么都不缺。


但是，
这里不是我家，
这里的每一寸土地都很不踏实，
这里的每一面风景都好陌生，
这里的空气让人濒临窒息，
这里的一切让人日渐麻木。


我并不是想抱怨些什么，
就如我说的，这里真的很好，
就少了那么一点点...


我只想，
回家，
回到属于自己的地方。

points to ponder

也许向往自由的你，会让他人受到伤害。(飞走了，它就淹死了)













你或许和周围的人不一样，别人为了生活忙碌，你却想着怎么飞走

















伤了不表示你从此不能再飞


















你能搬得动梦想！















有捷径就别大费周章
















自由原来是另一种束缚。














惯性思维，会让人变的迟钝的一种东西。

















善待别人就是善待自己。

特别分享之《可惜不是你》

这一刻突然觉得好熟悉
像昨天今天同时在放映
我这句语气原来好像你
不就是我们爱过的证据

差一点骗了自己骗了你
爱与被爱不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一种运气
但我无法完全交出自己
努力为你改变
却变不了预留的伏线
以为在你身边那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天已非常遥远
但闭上我双眼我还看得见

可惜不是你
陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你
牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

那一段我们曾心贴着心
我想我更有权利关心你
可能你已走进别人风景
多希望也有星光的投影
努力为你改变
却变不了预留的伏线
以为在你身边那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天已非常遥远
但闭上我双眼我还看得见

可惜不是你
陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你
牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

可惜不是你
陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你
牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔
感谢那是你
牵过我的手
还能温暖我胸口

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重新爱上这首梁静茹的旧作，心里掀了片刻...
总是有太多可惜，让许多事情与人物，到后来也许只是蓦然回首时的擦肩而过。
当时执着与坚信的一切，往往是往后某年某月某一天，自嘲当初太年少轻狂的笑料，到最后连那么一点回味的心情都省下来了。
是的，很多时候，故事还没到达终点，下一刻会发生的事情永远是未知数。

藤井树在《六弄咖啡馆》里写道：“...只是不太勇敢的我们，总让许多缘分在岁月中蹉跎... 我很庆幸的是你一直把我留在身边，但失落的是，我从来都不是你的谁...”虽然并非亲身经验，但故事书翻到最后一页时，酸酸的滋味还是不禁涌上心头。回忆就像午后响起的春雷，总让人怦然心跳；总有些人，有些事或许曾经在你心中占据一些位置，但想回到过去？已经没有勇气了，那份感动也已经销声匿迹了。到头来，回忆，就真的只是回忆。

可惜我没问过自己想要些什么，
可惜我没曾对自己感觉诚实过，
可惜我只是个胆小鬼，
可惜我只会说可惜，

可惜...
不是你...

from sharon

...tO my dEar...

...haPPy 22nd bfDay...

-1-

...maY aLL ur dreAms c0me...

-2-

...maY ur whIte hoRse pRince f0unD u so0n...

-3-

...maY uR daYs b fiLLed with laughter,sunsHine,rainBow,sWeets and cAndy...

-4-

...maY u sTay happY everyDay...

-5-

...May u kOngxu nO mOre...

-6-

...MaY u becOme a greaT doctor 1 daY...

-7-

...maY aLL ur sorrOws be swePt awaY...

-8-

...sTay preTTy alWays...

-9-

...dun JuSt c0unt Ur yeaRs..make It counT...

-10-

...eat more,driNk more n Play moRe...

-11-

...sTay heaLthy too...

-12-

...nO moRe hOmesick toO...

-13-

...maY aLL ur worriEs go aWay...

-14-

...A simple calculation on how long we will be friends...cOunt the starS in heaven+sand on shore multipled by the heartbeats = forever!...

-15-

...LoVe u aLways...

-16-

...maY u haV ntg to wHine...

-17-

...maKe ur mOm's sacRifice n pAin 22 years aGo coUnt n wOrth it...

-18-

...Count your life by smiles, not tears...Count your age by friends, not years....

-19-

...May each N every passing year bring you wisdom, peace and chEer...

-20-

...Age is not a destination. It's a journey!...maY ur j0urneY B a w0nderFul 1...

-21-

...God bLess u aLways...

-22-

...lasTly,haV a BlasT toDay...

-with lOve,kisseS N huGss-

PRE-22

today is (or was?) a special day.

i had my pre-birthday celebration with my coursemates in Chilie's @ mid valley.
initially i tot it would be a small group gathering with hengling (my rmmate) n sharon wif her lil sis 4 a simple dinner. a small part of me even thought that my rmmate organised this as a form of 'penebusan dosa' since she scratched my car accidentally 2 days ago lol..

but when the 2 of my housemates brought me into the restaurant n i stepped my feet inside the small lounge booked earlier, i would say that i had quite a shock when i realised the familiar faces of my posting mates (su yee, jing fen, chin sheng, xiao fung, connie, siew fen). we had some chatters before every1 settling down n started to place order.

we took a handful of pictures while waiting 4 the food to be served, with sharon being the camera woman, of which she hated being but insisted in becoming one btw. while we were syoking sendiri, another group of 'unexpected guests' appeared. they were the XY gang (albert, simon, chris, jun yong,chu chun hong). i was especially surprised to see the presence of chun hong as he would have been enjoying his dinner with his family mem in his house if not for the event 2nite. but as usual, he acted in the funniest way he has been behaving and thought that every girl on earth being his fan. well, i would say that no1 else are so 'brave' enough to say such words besides him.









thereafter, every1 was enjoying his or her meal, with occasional photo-shooting, with the most photos of mine taken (frens, forgive me for being so camera-craving 2nite). i even took photo with each of them, personally (s sharon said, 'kai xin jiu hao') hahaha sorry o... i had the smallest bday cake ever, a sophisticated green-tea cake. yum yum not a bad idea at least every1 could finish the cake..




















later on, before we left the restaurant, the triad (albert, simon, chris) handed me a gift, which was a t-shirt with the printing "READY TO LOVE".. i did not know what reaction to give indeed. seemed like they really think that im so desperate, which im not. recently i realised that frens ard me r so eagle to c me finding my 'another half'.. hey frens, u all think 2 much d... kakaka...









when i reached home, they blind-folded me and pulled me into my room. i really 'opened my eyes' to a gift that i had never received before : bedsheet with comforter n pillow case..it was a present from my fellow coursemates, and forgive me for not listing ur names one by one, but u'l indeed be remembered. i den took a few photos yg kurang senonoh with my rmmate.. rupa-rupanya jus now she excused herself to take her phone just to change my bedsheet, kinda 'creative'...













all in all, things happened today were out of my expectation to some extent. n im contented with what my frens did for me n their presence despite the coming long case n short case assessment starting next wk.. thanks again my frens.. my bday wish??? hope that all my wishes come true kakaka... (no la im not dat greedy) but cant tell here la if not tak berkesan d...

oh ya sharon posted something on facebook i find it really nice and warm so decided to post here. it reminds me of the many things that we've gone thru these 3 yrs.. thanks yea my dear hsmate+ah mui+bff:


















time really flies....
thanks for dropping by btw...

Tomyam steamboat at home

well, i should have posted this few days ago but it's until now that i steal some time to upload the photos.

we (sharon, me and our 'guest' pei yee) had a steamboat on monday for our dinner. n i helped in preparing the materials as well, kinda inbelievable!! im learning to become a 'part-time' housewife, which is still a long way to go...

here we go:
















hmm.. looks mouth-watering kan...

come take a closer view:





















3, 2, 1 go!!!

































taking pic with pei yee, our 'ma'am' of the night:

fortune-telling

yo...
i have something to write again..
just now when organising my purse, i discovered this piece of paper, which i got in a siam temple last week when i went back penang to pray, it reads as follow:

one who gets this is like a flower nearly in bloom. this time is very important as you may easily become very rich or poor, very good or very bad. whatever you do, do it thoughtfully. do not be proud of your ability or richness, but be careful, otherwise your reputation will be ruined.
in case of prosecution you have few hopes to win the case. very few people are willing to help or support you, but there are some people trying to ruin you. your next baby will be a girl. your luck for other things is generally good.

(p/s: ask whether i believe it? most parts of me say i will as its always better to believe so u'r more cautious to what you do. hope the good ones do occur, haha)