yeah, finally the day which i'v been waiting for has come.
after all those torturing and schorching study weeks and exam days, everything has come to an end (temporarily).
flashing back on those days in semester 3, i realise that time really flies.
it's like stepping out from yesterday and today, m here again facing a new era, with much more impending predicament awaiting.
now, what i can do is to cross my fingers, praying fervently that my results go well and all hard work shall be paid off. i always believe that, when you do your best, God shall do the rest for you. n if there's a will, there's always a way.
i wish to write more but it seems that my 'dream guy' is calling upon me.
the next time i log in, i shall be in penang enjoying my idle third semester holidays.
zzzzzz.....zzzzzz......
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Friday, October 17, 2008
"home sweet home"
please do not get me wrong by just taking a glance at the title.
m not yet at home (in this contex, i mean my hometown) but i feel the warmth at home.
yea, my parents are coming over for 3 days staying with me.
we had our dinner at danau kota with my elder brother a couple of hours ago.
well, finally i could have a more 'proper' dinner which looked like one after so many days of torturing my stomach with all those processed food. sorry o, my dear GIT....
today i went to the dissection hall for revision of the anatomy for my finals' OSPE.
in fact i don't have more than 5-hour sleep from yesterday until now..
BUT..... too bad i can't afford to switch off the light and hide in my blanket for the moment, as there are much more stuff yet to be digested....
as usual, i shall not mumbling too much as there's no time to waste again...
it's time to wake up (although i had not even slept yet) and continue my date with mr.sheerwood and betterstill, mr.ganong.
m not yet at home (in this contex, i mean my hometown) but i feel the warmth at home.
yea, my parents are coming over for 3 days staying with me.
we had our dinner at danau kota with my elder brother a couple of hours ago.
well, finally i could have a more 'proper' dinner which looked like one after so many days of torturing my stomach with all those processed food. sorry o, my dear GIT....
today i went to the dissection hall for revision of the anatomy for my finals' OSPE.
in fact i don't have more than 5-hour sleep from yesterday until now..
BUT..... too bad i can't afford to switch off the light and hide in my blanket for the moment, as there are much more stuff yet to be digested....
as usual, i shall not mumbling too much as there's no time to waste again...
it's time to wake up (although i had not even slept yet) and continue my date with mr.sheerwood and betterstill, mr.ganong.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
unfinished battle....
well, the exam is not over yet (and it has not started yet)...
perhaps i should contemplate at my notes now but i have the sudden urge to log in here and....
yes i'm here again.
i should say that i've been leading very unhealthy lifestyle these few days : instant noodles, canned food, coffee, bread, biscuits, etc were those entering my stomach. it's quite an irony for a medical student to lead this kind of life... the reason is simple, walking through a stone's throw distance to buy food seems to bother me so much that i choose to stay at home.
one good news is that my parents are coming over tomorrow. yeah!!! i've been looking for this moment since the first day of my study weeks. frankly speaking, i hope that i'l have more time for study weeks as i quite enjoy the tranquility of staying alone (let me clarify, it doesn mean that i don't like staying with others) and of course, i still have so much to cover before i'm 'qualified' to battle in my finals..
i gues i have to (no, i must) stop now or else there's no way for me to finish my 'target' today.
jia you, jia you!!!
good luck is always with the man who does not expest it. yeah!!
perhaps i should contemplate at my notes now but i have the sudden urge to log in here and....
yes i'm here again.
i should say that i've been leading very unhealthy lifestyle these few days : instant noodles, canned food, coffee, bread, biscuits, etc were those entering my stomach. it's quite an irony for a medical student to lead this kind of life... the reason is simple, walking through a stone's throw distance to buy food seems to bother me so much that i choose to stay at home.
one good news is that my parents are coming over tomorrow. yeah!!! i've been looking for this moment since the first day of my study weeks. frankly speaking, i hope that i'l have more time for study weeks as i quite enjoy the tranquility of staying alone (let me clarify, it doesn mean that i don't like staying with others) and of course, i still have so much to cover before i'm 'qualified' to battle in my finals..
i gues i have to (no, i must) stop now or else there's no way for me to finish my 'target' today.
jia you, jia you!!!
good luck is always with the man who does not expest it. yeah!!
Monday, October 13, 2008
study, study, study....
starring blankly at the desktop's displaying clock, only to realise that time really can 'fly'...
it's 1am in the morning, without me even realising it.
well, perhaps i shudn't admit that i'm weary, having studying almost for the whole day (not really, though, as u can see, m stil loitering ard the net) in the midst of these 2-week study break. to make this even more miserable, i shall add on the fact that i'm the only one in this house who have chosen to stay here and not going back to my hometown. i do not know whether i'v made a sound choice, but hopefully that the outcome is appealing.... that is, i really hope that God will give me strength and grant me with luck for this final examination of the 3rd semester in my life as a medical student.
well, i have much more to write but the 'energy store' in my body does not allow me to convert my thought into words. plus my notes are calling for my attention, only to arouse my guilt for wasting too much precious time these few days. I shall continue this next time i sign in, hopefully with a much more flattering 'post-exam' mood.
tomorrow will be better
i shall keep fighting, yeah!!!
it's 1am in the morning, without me even realising it.
well, perhaps i shudn't admit that i'm weary, having studying almost for the whole day (not really, though, as u can see, m stil loitering ard the net) in the midst of these 2-week study break. to make this even more miserable, i shall add on the fact that i'm the only one in this house who have chosen to stay here and not going back to my hometown. i do not know whether i'v made a sound choice, but hopefully that the outcome is appealing.... that is, i really hope that God will give me strength and grant me with luck for this final examination of the 3rd semester in my life as a medical student.
well, i have much more to write but the 'energy store' in my body does not allow me to convert my thought into words. plus my notes are calling for my attention, only to arouse my guilt for wasting too much precious time these few days. I shall continue this next time i sign in, hopefully with a much more flattering 'post-exam' mood.
tomorrow will be better
i shall keep fighting, yeah!!!
its my horoscope (very true)
射手座终极分析乐观与忧愁：
射手座人的内心不是外表看上去那么乐观的，因为喜欢看的远，容易担忧的事情也就多，在他们的字典里，即使现在好，也不一定代表未来好，有时候很多人觉得很好的一个工作或一个伴侣，他们很轻易的就会放弃掉，可能只是因为一个毫不起眼的小原因。所以，这样的外在表现，就让人们觉得他们不喜欢被某件事情或某个人束缚住，追求自由的，没有压力的感觉。 现实：常说射手座是追求梦想的人，但往往忽略了他们现实的一面，算计起来不会比处女座差哦，只是更高明更隐藏罢了。射手座人的梦想是必须建立在现实的基础上的，一般他们很少谈及自己的梦想，而是实际的去做一些向梦想靠拢的事情。如果可以借巧力完成的事情，决不会多花一点工夫。所以有时候射手座也容易给人耍小聪明的感觉。可是，不得不承认他们完成的还满不错。也许终其一生，他们都在考虑怎么巧妙的做一些事情，花最少的精力去达到最好的效果。所以，很多射手座看上去让人们会觉得很懒，但是其实他们的大脑可没有停下过思考现实的事情。 拒绝低俗：几乎所有的射手座内心都是骄傲的，其程度绝不亚于狮子座。只不过他们不会显现在脸上，外在的表现总是随和的，恰当的。可是内在有着极强的自尊心，敏感也情绪化。因为射手座人心中是骄傲的，所以他们拒绝低俗，不喜欢任何俗气的、粗鲁的事或人。如果可以，他们希望一切有关的事物，都是优雅的、高尚的，值得品味的。而真正能让他们觉得值得交朋友或谈恋爱的人是很少的，虽然表面上他们是很随和的。 多情：很多人说射手座多情，尤其是男性。其实在射手座人的心目中，对于爱情确实有理想化的倾向，和他们谈恋爱，是一件高难度的事情。他们非常讨厌俗气的人，所以你不能很物质或喜欢谈钱，但是他们又很现实，所以你不能一文不名，各方面也必须有一定的实力。物质与精神，你必须平衡的刚刚好，才让他们觉得你值得去爱。或者，你有足够的神秘感，可以让他们不知道你的缺点在哪里，而盲目的爱你。一般，当然是没有完美无缺的人的，所以，可能象金牛座这样永远会让射手感觉捉摸不透的闷闷的人，会非常吸引他们；或者象双子那样，足够机智，懂得察言观色，捕捉他们的情绪，才会让他们感觉到爱情的甜蜜。一般射手的感情模式是，第一阶段，你们还不熟悉，他（她）爱上了你，非常热情。第二阶段，你们逐渐熟悉，而他（她）开始龟毛，整天挑剔你的毛病，无论是背地里还是当面。如果你有幸通过他（她）的挑剔过程，基本挑剔出的毛病为零或者你把缺点保密的非常好；那么进入第三阶段，他们就又是忠诚和热情的爱人了。但是基本能通过第二阶段的人非常少，所以有了射手多情一说。其实射手对恋人的挑剔，是源于对爱情的挑剔，对丧失自由感的恐惧。 射手座人的人生，往往是幸运的，因为他们是聪慧的、明朗的、通透的。与众不同，也许是他们终生追求的梦想，希望每一个射手人，可以找到他们的梦想！ 人人都说射手座是感情的骗子，对爱情不尊重，只追求片刻的快感，是花心与冲满欲望的象征。朋友们…你们了解射手座最真实的一面吗？ 射手座是大孩子，天真与善良，遇到爱情时，可能让人感觉不认真，付出的比谁都少。可是，知道吗？射手座很想爱，却也很怕爱！刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出，谨慎的爱，好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱，一天一天的相处下，射手座把带刺的防备丢掉，开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人，在别人眼中，只是射手座为了达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意，他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉，希望对方能感受自己的爱，想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。 在射手座爱上了一个人，他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担，可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心，却也是最快认错，无论谁的错，他们都会包容，知道吗？射手座会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛，会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩，在玩的同时，也希望把那一份好心情带给你，射手座是乐观的。 人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐，可是呢？射手座难过时没有人知道，他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠，分手后，他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆，也不想爱的人因为同情而勉强和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福，却常常忽略了自己，全身都是伤也笑着告诉你，我很好不用担心。 在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事，却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害，华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛？你的一点关心，心思细腻的射手座会记得你对他的好，把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你，射手座是不被了解的，可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为，让我承担吧，别让别人也受到伤害。所以，不要让快乐的射手座痛苦，别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装，认真爱射手座。你会知道射手座的爱，是充满泪水的…
射手座人的内心不是外表看上去那么乐观的，因为喜欢看的远，容易担忧的事情也就多，在他们的字典里，即使现在好，也不一定代表未来好，有时候很多人觉得很好的一个工作或一个伴侣，他们很轻易的就会放弃掉，可能只是因为一个毫不起眼的小原因。所以，这样的外在表现，就让人们觉得他们不喜欢被某件事情或某个人束缚住，追求自由的，没有压力的感觉。 现实：常说射手座是追求梦想的人，但往往忽略了他们现实的一面，算计起来不会比处女座差哦，只是更高明更隐藏罢了。射手座人的梦想是必须建立在现实的基础上的，一般他们很少谈及自己的梦想，而是实际的去做一些向梦想靠拢的事情。如果可以借巧力完成的事情，决不会多花一点工夫。所以有时候射手座也容易给人耍小聪明的感觉。可是，不得不承认他们完成的还满不错。也许终其一生，他们都在考虑怎么巧妙的做一些事情，花最少的精力去达到最好的效果。所以，很多射手座看上去让人们会觉得很懒，但是其实他们的大脑可没有停下过思考现实的事情。 拒绝低俗：几乎所有的射手座内心都是骄傲的，其程度绝不亚于狮子座。只不过他们不会显现在脸上，外在的表现总是随和的，恰当的。可是内在有着极强的自尊心，敏感也情绪化。因为射手座人心中是骄傲的，所以他们拒绝低俗，不喜欢任何俗气的、粗鲁的事或人。如果可以，他们希望一切有关的事物，都是优雅的、高尚的，值得品味的。而真正能让他们觉得值得交朋友或谈恋爱的人是很少的，虽然表面上他们是很随和的。 多情：很多人说射手座多情，尤其是男性。其实在射手座人的心目中，对于爱情确实有理想化的倾向，和他们谈恋爱，是一件高难度的事情。他们非常讨厌俗气的人，所以你不能很物质或喜欢谈钱，但是他们又很现实，所以你不能一文不名，各方面也必须有一定的实力。物质与精神，你必须平衡的刚刚好，才让他们觉得你值得去爱。或者，你有足够的神秘感，可以让他们不知道你的缺点在哪里，而盲目的爱你。一般，当然是没有完美无缺的人的，所以，可能象金牛座这样永远会让射手感觉捉摸不透的闷闷的人，会非常吸引他们；或者象双子那样，足够机智，懂得察言观色，捕捉他们的情绪，才会让他们感觉到爱情的甜蜜。一般射手的感情模式是，第一阶段，你们还不熟悉，他（她）爱上了你，非常热情。第二阶段，你们逐渐熟悉，而他（她）开始龟毛，整天挑剔你的毛病，无论是背地里还是当面。如果你有幸通过他（她）的挑剔过程，基本挑剔出的毛病为零或者你把缺点保密的非常好；那么进入第三阶段，他们就又是忠诚和热情的爱人了。但是基本能通过第二阶段的人非常少，所以有了射手多情一说。其实射手对恋人的挑剔，是源于对爱情的挑剔，对丧失自由感的恐惧。 射手座人的人生，往往是幸运的，因为他们是聪慧的、明朗的、通透的。与众不同，也许是他们终生追求的梦想，希望每一个射手人，可以找到他们的梦想！ 人人都说射手座是感情的骗子，对爱情不尊重，只追求片刻的快感，是花心与冲满欲望的象征。朋友们…你们了解射手座最真实的一面吗？ 射手座是大孩子，天真与善良，遇到爱情时，可能让人感觉不认真，付出的比谁都少。可是，知道吗？射手座很想爱，却也很怕爱！刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出，谨慎的爱，好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱，一天一天的相处下，射手座把带刺的防备丢掉，开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人，在别人眼中，只是射手座为了达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意，他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉，希望对方能感受自己的爱，想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。 在射手座爱上了一个人，他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担，可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心，却也是最快认错，无论谁的错，他们都会包容，知道吗？射手座会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛，会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩，在玩的同时，也希望把那一份好心情带给你，射手座是乐观的。 人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐，可是呢？射手座难过时没有人知道，他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠，分手后，他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆，也不想爱的人因为同情而勉强和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福，却常常忽略了自己，全身都是伤也笑着告诉你，我很好不用担心。 在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事，却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害，华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛？你的一点关心，心思细腻的射手座会记得你对他的好，把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你，射手座是不被了解的，可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为，让我承担吧，别让别人也受到伤害。所以，不要让快乐的射手座痛苦，别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装，认真爱射手座。你会知道射手座的爱，是充满泪水的…
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