An idle mind is indeed the devil’s workshop, as the saying goes.
Too many thoughts have been lingering in my idle mind since… (perhaps yesterday?)
In fact im not thinking of anything ‘devil’, but somehow the mind has been stuffed with those trivial thoughts that would not make any difference even if I had swept them under the carpet.
have been thinking of...
~the holidays after my finals, of which im anticipating but not sure whether I can really enjoy.
~the Kumar & Clark Clinical Medicine which is definitely thinner than Stephanie Meyer’s Twilight or New Moon but I’v never be able to read until the last page.
~the ECG Made Easy which is not so easy after all when u’v just finished the first chapter.
~the Medicine n Society notes which are always so hypnotizing and boring just as the posting itself.
~the little keyboard at home that iv left since childhood, of which iv not been touching for years but hoping to learn playing it tis time, seriously.
~my family members who are 360km away from me, whom I’v just met 2 weeks ago but it feels like years since I last talked to them.
~the people that I’v left behind my mind and who have probably deleted me out of their minds too.
~the permata swimming centre where I used to swim and play badminton every wk.
~my yoga mat that has been declared invisible 3 years ago.
~the days when I worked as a barista in Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf along with the soothing jazz music . sometimes even trying to recall the SOP of making an espresso, a macchiato, or perhaps Americano, an ice-blended Belgium Choc, foam-filled cappuccino, brewing regular roast or stewing a jar of fruit tea…
~and many more of which I could not write down in words since there are too many of them.
~and etc...
those subtle thoughts are driving me insomnic at times...
now, I just want to:
~crumble up those thoughts,
~or tear them into pieces,
~or burn them into ashes,
~or throw them into whatever incinerator
~or let them carried away by Radicare or whatsoever...
Let’s unleash those thoughts when their time comes, obviously not now when im goin to dive in my dream river.
Let me have a tight sleep tonight, and the nights that follow...
