i know it's just a small matter for a medical student, and every medical student under the sky would manage to do so without much hassle. its definitely not a big issue but somehow i have a boost in self-esteem each time i manage to carry out a procedure. it's indeed disheartening to cause pain to the patient each time failing to do so.
well, we had been taught to learn from mistakes, but i really feel bad when each misconduct we do (sounds nicer if i call it 'experience'?) is causing pain and inflicting torment in our patients, though i know it's impossible to succeed in every procedure, even with experienced hand.
another flattering event today was that one of the patients actually called me as her 'grand-daughter' hahaha.... i could really feel her warm heart when she actually holded my hand so tightly that i felt that everything i do is worthwhile, and i shall stop complaining about the 'suffering' as a medical student, as medicine is a field that is so rewarding that u would not have the thought of quitting it if u have enough passion (of which im lack too sometimes). i know its hard but i hope that all of us could maintain the 'ignition' till the end by not giving up (although iv been so 'duo luo' for so many days, with the short case exam on next week, *a slap on my face*)..
there it came another uncle (we called him uncle with 'a special heart', as he has dextrocardia, a very rare cardiological condition), who asked me to buy some biscuits and breads for him b4 doing a physical examination. he was so glad when i 'accomplished my task' and thank us non-stop. sometimes its not about the reward u get when helping others, but the satisfaction u get at the end of the day that counts. as the saying goes, "the truth about happiness is that, it has to be given to others first, before u can finally possess it".
well, looks like i really have to stop here. have to summarize 2 cases for my logbook n to finish my um express for the coming short case.
till then, will update more about my life as a medical student.
goodnight to the planet called Earth, and good morning to myself.
+oil, +oil...
3 comments:
surprise?! hehe..congratz ho...actually i think not every medical students would know how to take blood frm the patient..even some of the houseman as well..i dun think it is a simple procedure lo..need skills..u did the great one..jia you.. u can do this better and better de..i hope me too..hehe.
surprise?! hehe..congratz ho...actually i think not every medical students would know how to take blood frm the patient..even some of the houseman as well..i dun think it is a simple procedure lo..need skills..u did the great one..jia you.. u can do this better and better de..i hope me too..hehe.
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