The Ugly Truth

there's a saying, "life DOESN'T ALWAYS go the way you want it to be",
but lately i have drawn another conclusion: life ALWAYS DOES NOT go the way you think it should be".

people said that if u have faith in something, it usually turns out to be the way you expect it to be.
but those happenings that you witness seem to prove it wrong,
and those happy-endings you watch in dramas will never, ever come to live.

so, wat's the point of hoping and wishing?
when the truths are always so disheartening and unpredictable...

*live the moment, coz you never know wat's coming up next*

真正的好朋友，

并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题，

而是在一起，就算不说话，

无论多久没见面，

也不会感到尴尬。

无题

痛過，才知道如何保護自己；

哭過，才知道心痛是什麼感覺；

傻過，才知道適時的堅持與放棄；

愛過，才知道自己其實很脆弱。


其實，生活並不需要這麼些無謂的執著，


沒有什麼就真的不能割捨。

breath-less-ness

Ever feel like exploding all out,
haunted by flooding streams of insecurity n fear,
much worse than a nightmare?

*increasing breathlessness
  (hopefully not a decompensated one)
*fingers crossed*

Err.... Errrm...

Ironic as it sounds, it is a fact that every ending is also a beginning. Putting this into my current situation, the ending of my CNY holidays marks the beginning of the most toturous moment in my life as a medical student, which is the period of intensive preparation for my, err... well... (still in denial phase)... yes... Professional Examination.

Forgetting about the the fear for it and looking at the bright side, this is perhaps the most happening CNY holidays that I can gain for the past few years. Those were so-called 'CNY holidays' amidst study weeks when u were in dilemma of choosing books over fun or the other way round, but ended up missing both.

Really enjoyed myself to the max for the past 1 week (though not reaching the state of euphoria). This is the period when "Keeping in touch" is being practised rather than being expressed as a wish over the text messages, when you know that there are people out there who are always care about how you do and will be doing (it's stressful sometimes, though), when we realise that people who seem doing well had their downsides as well and vice versa, when bunches of nostalgias and memories just being disclosed. Those were things that we had done, or had witnessed others did, and came into live again when all of us gather, together again.

Actually had been having flight of ideas about what 2 write over the past few days, but it would definitely go into manic state of not-knowing-wat-am-i-doing state 2mr if I continue writing. Shall post more (if i still have the mood 2 drop by here) in the torturing (in a better word, 'inspiring') days to come.

*God I really need lots of courages and luck*
*Good night*

《喜欢寂寞》sodagreen

扬起了灰尘 回忆里一场梦
那照片里的人 瞳孔曾住着我
阖上了过往 梦境活成河流
已滋润了身旁 真实中的脉搏
生命来到窗前
不吭一声 拎走了我们
谁为情所困 谁为爱牺牲
谁比谁深刻

当时奋不顾身伸出我的手
看见了轮廓就当作宇宙
甜美的习惯变成生活
才了解了什么

如今故事发展成就一个我
学会了生活能享受寂寞
剧烈的语言变成温柔
又带来了什么
若是不曾走过 怎么懂

翻飞了往事 有时灼伤眼眸
那伤人的台词 现在听来轻松
平息了心思 有时一笑而过
我此刻的样子 见风仍然是风
生命吹过面前
不吭一声 划成了掌纹
挥霍了缘份 看透了景色
我懂得深刻

《一起走到》yanzi

在我心中，

我知道，

这是永恒的长跑；

好不容易，

来到这里，

明天还要追更多荣耀。。

把自己角色扮演好，

全力以赴，

每一秒；

和我的家人，

和我的朋友，

向着目标，

手牵手，

要一起走到。。