每个人.某个人.任何人.没有人!!!

低潮期。。 现在。。 真的是吗？

最近好像发生了好多好多事，
不晓得是否想太多还是突然太感性，
眼泪好像快决堤了。。 。

不，这不是我，
我不该抱怨的，
因为还有很多人比自己不幸。。。

我该知足的。。。

但是，真的好累。。。

请容许我任性一次。。。


世界上有四个人

每个人.某个人.任何人.没有人。

有一项重要的任务，

要求每个人去做，

每个人都以为某个人会去做，

本来任何人都可以完成这项工作，

但是没有人去做，

某个人对此感到愤怒，

因为这是每个人的工作，

每个人以为任何人都可以完成这项工作，

但是没有人意识到每个人不可能完成他，

最后每个人都责备某个人，

因为没有人做任何人都可以做到的事。

可能你会认为人往往都是自私的，
但是，
你会蓦然发现，
你或许已成为别人眼中，
那所谓 “自私”的人。。

HOW CAN I SERVE?

the 3rd day in opthalmology posting:
attended an inspiring lecture by Prof.Muhaya (yes, it's her again since we last met her in 1st yr PPD camp, once my idol n now has become a public icon on TV!)

this is the pledge she asked us 2 embrace, which i think is something next 2 impossible for me LOL:
1. to be creative but not competitive
2. to be kind rather than right
3. to be loving
4. to be gentle
5. to be generous
6. to improve my attitude
7. to accept ppl for what they are

(yes, we are all trying 2 be better persons from day to day. n i guess... by this time of age, everyone will definitely be able 2 tell what's right n what's otherwise... it is the implementation of the advice that's difficult...)

i realised dat lectures of opthalmo are much lengthy than of the other postings, and so does the clinic... gues wat?? 2day started 2 stand in clinic for 4 hours in 1 go, and had my lunch at 330pm and ALONE(which looks weird in the hosp cafe)...damn it, so 'lucky' am I 2 b the only chinese in the group (no offence).life couldn be more miserable...

seeing patients in the clinic really punched a hole in my heart. i could see that they are in so much predicament and suffer, yet could do nothing other than watching them struggling to walk and tumbling down due to visual impairment and other co-morbidities. n they had 2 spend the whole morning waiting outside the clinic n sacrifice their lunches jus 2 hav a 5-min session with the opthalmologists for follow-up appointment. im not blaming anyone here... a normal person with conscience n compassion might be disheartened seeing this, and so did i...

may God bless them and alleviate them from suffering as such...
SERVICE IS JOY (quotable quote fr Prof Muhaya)
~amitabha~

有时候

有时候，
交谈变得空洞，
沉默却像沟通。

有时候，
孤独可以寂寞，
也可以是自由。

有时候，
孤单是一个人的狂欢，
狂欢是一群人的孤单。

有时候，
不是不闻不问，
是因为不想知道答案？
还是害怕答案不是自己想要的？

有时候，
向往平淡无奇的生活，
是真的憧憬安居乐业？
还是想压抑内心深处渴望自由的自己？

有时候，
总爱回忆过去的点点滴滴，
是不是对未来不敢期待了？
还是害怕无法成为当初想象中的自己？

当然，
在‘有时候’以外的时候，
我们都忙着过着循例的生活，
忙着冲刺自我，
忙着随波逐流，
正所谓或在当下嘛，
并没有什么不好呀。。。
（能安慰自己的人，比较容易快乐）

还是希望人们能偶尔放慢脚步，
偶尔想想‘有时候’自己想要的；
而不是一味跟随别人的步伐，
成为他人精神上的奴隶。。。

特別分享 : 我不想念

某個城　某條街　某一條小巷
某一個晚上　某閣樓　微微燈光
某個人　默默關上　某心房　某扇窗
跟沒有人　說晚安

夜　從前從來沒這麼長
床　荒涼的就像沒有邊疆
失眠　是枕頭之上無盡的流浪
天　永遠不亮

＊我不想念　不想念　他模樣
　我不想念　他肩膀　輕擁著我肩膀
　我不想念　他吻著我臉龐
　把永遠說成一顆糖＊

某空港　某車站 某個下一站
某一扇車窗　某風景　喚醒惆悵
某南方　搖搖晃晃　某海洋　某艘船
誰沒妄想　有天堂

當　人活成了一棵仙人掌
掌　心的淚卻還是滾燙
每當　撫摸那些天真致命傷
恨　不能健忘

我不想念　不想念　那時光
那些快樂　和悲傷　卻總在我身旁
我只願長夜將盡天快亮
讓想念的歌不再唱

我只願長夜將盡天快亮
讓想念的歌不再唱
讓想念的歌不再傷
讓想念的歌不要再唱

Here from Taiwan

hmm... cant really find a topic to write at the moment...
the only special thing about this post is that it is written here in Taiwan...

yea.. have been here for the 3rd week d...
it's a real nice feeling at here with nice weather, nice place and nice people.
people here are so carefree, enthusiastic, happy and most importantly, so POLITE...

cant believe that the doctors here are actually FRIENDS with their student!!!
they call their doctors 'xue zhang', 'xue jie' instead of 'Dr. XXX'....
can u imagine going wards and without being scolded or criticised? (it's next to impossible in our place)
and going clinics without having to stand? (our clinics do not have enough place to make us sit)

shall update more about Taiwan in the following posts with some pictures...

MALAYSIA　ＢＯＬＥＨ
ｂｕｔ
ＴＡＩＷＡＮ　Ｉ　ＬＯＶＥ　Ｕ　ｔｏｏ！！！

Violence >> STOP IT b4 it's too late!!!

Violence is rearing its ugly face now and then, and is still in the air, probably with increasing severity from this moment to the next. Headlines of newspapers have been occupied by news of ‘people killing, people dying’, as if it is of no more suspense to the readers.

Life is so fragile, and we will never know when will it end, and how it terminates, with all those violent acts playing hysterically. You probably will not give this issue much thought until you come across one, when you witness one with your own eyes, when it happens in your surrounding, your close proximity.

Is there no other more appropriate way of solving a conflict? What will the world look like if everything is to be solved by inflicting pain on other’s body, mind and soul? Violence is like a revolving circle that knows no end unless you STOP the cycle itself, as the Chinese idiom:怨怨相报和时了 . Losing temper is just a LAME EXCUSE for those committing irrational acts. Hey buddy, If you have a brain with functioning neurons, let’s use it wisely!!! Why letting your emotion to rule your body and not the other way round??

By the way, is there anything called JUSTICE in this world? Will somebody stand up and voice up for the victims, or is there any law that can really scare those bastards away? Even so, I doubt whether it makes any difference. If the culprits were to be threatened by the word called LAW, they would not even have the gut to commit any crime, and the tragedy that they caused would not have occurred then!!!

"WORLD PEACE"

Is this possible?

Or just another strange words we come across in our text book?