Someone's Special One

Have you ever been thinking,
how sweet it would be to be the special one?

In life,
we meet a lot of special people,
coming in group or individual,
one at a time.

It's at that particular moment that u think someone is so special,
may be for a second, for a minute, for a year, and sometimes,
for a lifetime...

Thinking the other way round,
what kind of situation it would be to be the special one for someone,
not at the particular moment,
but for a lifelong's time?

*guess i must be drowsy again*
*having thinking of this so randomly*

Jiwang?!!

It's still in the midst of holidays,
and I'm supposed to be enjoying...
or perhaps I've enjoyed too much?

Seems that I'm not good at controlling my thinking and emotion,
especially those negative ones.
When I was in my psychiatric rotation,
I tot patients with anxiety or depressive disorder should be,
courageous enough to walk through the misery.

It's always easier said than done.
Those unpleasant feelings,
vivid nightmares, low mood,
painful physicals,
are coming back again.

May good things happening,
putting an end to all these.
*Amitabha*